Trilogy of the sacred surrender

Onyiamas

Trilogy of the Sacred Surrender
The Shattered Reflection
My heart and mind were like a fogged-up mirror.
My legs were unfit to stand,
shaking like a squeaking door;
My eyes were soaked in heavy tears,
swollen as though stung by a bee.
All I wanted was to hear, "It’s a prank."
Day and night, I wished and hoped;
with heavy eyes seeking answers,
I dared to question the "I Am":
"WHY?"
The Bridge of Surrender
But the "I Am" answered with a silence that held me,
until my "Why" grew tired and my knees hit the floor.
I lay down my anger at the foot of the throne,
trading my heavy questions for a weightless peace.
It is not that the ache has vanished,
or that I do not miss the sound of your names;
it is simply that I have found the strength to whisper:
"Thy will be done."
The Eternal Chorus
Now, when I look up, the fog has cleared from the glass.
I see you not as gone, but as gone before me
standing in a light that knows no shadow,
lost in a melody that never finds an end.
You are there, vibrant and whole, singing His praise,
while your love for us turns into prayers that rise like incense.
Though a world sits between us, we share the same song;
you are home in His glory, and I am held in His grace.
©️Onyiamas